I used to...

I used to blog a lot.
I used to write so eloquently.
I used to have so much time.

And now?
There's hardly time to take a breath.

I'm too busy 'working'.
I'm too busy working out how to pay off my debts.
I'm too busy avoiding my studies.
I'm too busy trying to perfect all the little things.

But it's cool.
I love what I'm doing now...
I think.

Or am I just confused?
I think I might need some time out soon.
Just because.
Soul rejuvenation.

I let go.
I wiped him from my facebook.
I deleted him from my email.
I erased him from my phone,
All the messages, all the emails.
Him.
Gone!
Finally!